Surfacing

Here it goes, the bloody nose
my castle made of shit
a reason why my hope must die
i'm suffocating it

the struggle of elusive love
is ripping at my skin
a darkened flight throughout the night
will crash me once again

it lives in me so vividly
but never reaches through
so you won't see the love in me
until i need you to

and so for now i'm learning how
the world makes its way
and i'll pull through to be with you
that's all there is to say