Wednesday, February 14, 2018


I hurt.

I hurt you. I hurt her. I hurt her too. I hurt him. I hurt them. I hurt us... I hurt everybody.

...But most of all I hurt myself.

I hurt myself because I keep hurting all these people, and I don't know how to stop. And because I'm not smart enough to figure out how to stop, I hate myself. Because I hate myself, I will never know happiness. And because I will never know happiness, I am forced to ask the obvious, inevitable question: Would the world have been a better place if I had never been a part of it?

Tuesday, October 10, 2017


How exactly is one supposed to find himself when he is constantly changing identities?

Thursday, September 28, 2017

A Darkness

I think we all have a darkness behind our eyes. It's the side of ourselves we keep hidden. A side of ourselves no one else will never know about.

Each and every one of us is a mere impulse away from exploding.

Monday, September 18, 2017

An Experiment (Let's See If This Helps)

Today, I Did The Following Good Things:

* Signed a bunch of online petitions supporting animals and the environment, etc.

* Donated $20 to NAMI in the memory of Liz.

* Played and cuddled a lot with Bowie and Lilly.


Hmmmm, it's a start.
Perhaps I can have a much longer list tomorrow...

Sunday, September 17, 2017

Life As I Know It

At some point, life became less of a journey full of adventure, exploration and wonder... and devolved into a mere never-ending list of things I have to do.

Sunday, May 28, 2017

Today's Thought

"So you call this your free country? Tell me why it costs so much to live."

---3 Doors Down

Wednesday, May 10, 2017


Of all the great arts, our destiny is consistent.

We will suffer tragedy.

But after that tragedy...
With patience and dedication...

The end will be won by love.