Saturday, June 9, 2007


I am much smarter than you think I am.

Last night, you fucked each other without cluing me in.
So why do I feel like I got fucked the most?

Do I have the right to feel like two of my closest friends have betrayed me?
Do I have the right to feel so irrelevant to you both?
Am I expected to accept this without speaking up about the overwhelming sadness and frustration I must now deal with?
Because that's how I feel.

Why do I have to be the one who seems to be losing everything from this?

I hope it was worth it. I really do.

1 comment:

  1. I just realized how this girl affects you deeply..

    It's probably just one of those fucking shitty days. Things are going to be okay. You deserve better things in life just being who you are..